Back!
Sunday, December 16, 2012 | 9:56:00 PM | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum. Im back from a long hiatus! Sekarang masih lagi cuti sekolah,but its soooo TIRING! Ulang alik ke hospital dgn kampung memang memeningkan kepala! I didnt get enough rest,lose weight,eyebags getting thicker and my face looks like bloodless! My plan for outing with bestie also couldn't be done. Ahhh,so depressing! Sementara masih cuti sekolah,i should take this chance to update my blog. Dah bersawang blog ni sebab lama tak update.
Time flew so fast. Pejam celik,dah hujung tahun. 2012 akan melabuhkan tirai tak lama lagi.Semakin hari angka tahun bertambah,so angka umur pun bertambah jugak la.Next year im 17 y/o. Yes,a VICTIM of SPM. My whole life depends on the result. Just imagine,how busy im going to be next year. No more time for trolling around. Teman sepenuh masa sudah semestinya buku,pen,kertas. Pfftt,sad life!
Bila umur dah masuk 17,kebanyakkan orang sangka mesti dah pandai berdikari,berfikiran matang. I always ask myself,am i matured enough? Kadang-kadang bila fikir balik perangai sendiri,masih banyak perkara yang aku tak tau. Kata orang,pengalaman mengajar kita erti sebenar kehidupan. Memang betul. Maybe i need time to experience what they refer as 'true life'
All this time,i am a negative person. I didnt trust people. All those hard moments,i keep it by myself. If i had a difficult time,i would cry silently at night and faking my smile the other day. I hope,as time pass by,i will change into a better me. A bit of trust would be nice. InsyaAllah =)